Malevich did not make his black squares for the core reason of bringing materiality to the forefront of the dialogue. No, that is too simple of a theory. Malevich was breaking the third dimension traditionally depicted on the canvas, to reveal the eternity of the fourth dimension. His paintings are free of distance, direction, all aspects characteristic of our three dimensional experience. But the minds of the historians and critics were limited, as the mind is inherently trapped in time, logic and reason. And since Malevich’s work transcended such aspects of the mind, the historian could never fully get to the truth of Malevich’s work. Instead, they falsely theorized his work as a conversation about materiality, trapping his work inside the limits of their mental web of clever ideas. This in fact, could not be more incorrect. Malevich was expressing the eternal divine, where the chains of time turn to grains of sand, where all that ever was, is and will be, is always now.
Visual Art
traces of life. feet pacing.
from the weight of it all.
under tasks she finds only
confusion.
aimlessness uncovers
eternity
nowhere to go. but her feet
keep running.
“Always be yourself, express yourself, have faith in yourself, do not go
out and look for a successful personality and duplicate it.” - Bruce Lee
Photography was that first tool of self expression that overtook me with its undefinable power to transform and cleanse the lens of my internal perception. It is a tool that can both refine or reinforce, depending on how it is used. If used in what I believe to be its higher purpose, photography can help you feel more fully grounded in the life you’re living, or even free yourself from your present reality, if that is what saves your soul in the short term. For me, photography helps me to see more clearly - not externally, but internally. The act of photographing, allowing me to re-see what I thought I knew, helps me to feel more involved and at one with the life around and within me. It is very easy to detach so intensely that the very experience of human-ness feels foreign, and while I find that helpful when clearing my mind and connecting to that higher spirit, it is not a state I wish to constantly exist through. In day to day life, I want to feel everything, to feel embedded into the very fabric of life that is all around and within me, to find no gap or separation between the seer and the seen.
no thanks, I'm just looking
art is not what is seen, but how one sees.
I don’t know where I’m going but I know I’m not lost
To visually materialize my thoughts through text design and photography (photo is from the series Form/Formless).
“I don’t know where I’m going but I know I’m not lost.”
Veiled by Clarity; Confused Conduit; To Be A Mirror of Eternal Selves
Veiled by Clarity; Confused Conduit; To Be A Mirror of Eternal Selves (Self-Portraits), 2022
Ordinary Enlightenment
All of my art is made from a space of love for the everyday - for sights and moments that often go unnoticed and under appreciated. These moments, predominantly of natural light, do not call out for attention, but are perfectly enlightened in their own presence - wishing neither to be noticed or to become more beautiful. These moments are perfectly themselves, and each time I witness them, it feels like a gift: I am peering into a realm accessible to all but entered by few. These moments are my ephemeral and ineffable gurus.
“The luminous and shocking beauty of the everyday is something I try to remain alert to, if only as an antidote to the chronic cynicism & disenchantment that seems to surround everything, these days. It tells me that, despite how debased or corrupt we are told humanity is and how degraded the world has become, it just keeps on being beautiful.” - Nick Cave
Light Throughout the History of Photography
Instead of writing today, I want to post a few of my favorite images that capture moments of natural light made throughout the history of photography.
From left to right, top to bottom:
Abstraction, Twin Lakes, Connecticut, 1916, Paul Strand.
From the series Equivalents, 1929, Alfred Stieglitz.
Untitled, b. 1946, Frank Dituri.
Windowsill Daydreaming- Rochester, New York, 1958, Minor White.
... and of time (Untitled 00.4), 2000, Uta Barth.
Colors of Shadow C1022, 2006, Hiroshi Sugimoto.
West Concord, Massachusetts, 2008, Nicholas Nixon.